///SEVEN BILLION POLITICIANS


Today has been the most miserable, emotionally tiring day I have seen in a long long time.

Last night was equally as horrible. I’m wondering if it will ever get better. Is this relationship worth it? 

I wish I knew how I honestly felt about him. I’m constantly kidding myself. 


pauvres: Bridal Veil Mushroom

How are you supposed to trust someone who says they love you after a month?

How are you supposed to convince yourself they don’t say it to everyone they’re with, putting you into the same category as everyone else?

I thought this was special, I still do but there are too many things I constantly question and too many reasons to run away from this.

So why the fuck am I sitting in his bed right now? Why don’t I walk out the front door and never look back? 




It was a crazy beautiful day at the beach today. 
Now sitting in bed, twacked out on norcos, waiting for Ryan to wake up from his ‘nap’. 
Maybe I’m a drug addict? 
grayskymorning: by misspiano


avedon
not wanting to go to work

I should have never spent so much time with Ryan. Its too hard to sleep without him now.